昨天晚上，太多东西一下子涌进脑海里，不停打转….
love
Happy Valentine’s day in advance
Fui just got back from KK today,
but we don’t have any planning for tomorrow.
That’s good for no expectation, so we, or me, don’t feel dissapointed or unhappy at the end.
What’s your valentine’s present? or wish?
I have only one, as many as possible the DAYS of my sweetheart, I can’t buy his days, because that’s too expensive, so I just can pray that the God will give me for free! haha, I’m just so silly and thinking too much. bleak.
Happy Valentine’s Day everyone. 
全力爱你
使到你不快乐，我会讨厌自己。
不能够常常体谅和配合，使到我常常怀疑自己的能力。
有时候心里有小埋怨，恨自己把全部都写在脸上。
怪就怪女人和男人的观点永远都不会一样，
功夫就在于如何达到共识。
我不可以放过任何一个机会来对你好，
但是偏偏自己能力有限。
就给自己多一点点时间，打破一切记录！不哭，不闹，不吵。
直到有一天，我一定可以从内到外都做到无懈可击。努力！
Birthday Finale – our secret
Thank You sweetheart,
I really appreciate for what you done to me.
Let’s keep this memory together.
Sometime,
I make you angry,
I make you mad,
I make you sad,
I make you pain.
I am so sorry.
Thanks for your love.
Remember,
I Love You.
I love you more than what I can do.
Happy PFday in advance.
Unforgettable 23rd Birthday
No more boyfriend.
He’s my fiance.
短暂，烟花
看着工作和应酬朋友之后疲惫不堪的你，
我真不敢奢望可以和你一起去看烟花。
听着窗外那一声又一声的巨响，
令我又多么期望可以和你看那么的一次。
紧紧抓着方向盘，头不停地向窗外看，
已经被你看穿我是多么的心急，
想看那不停地在漆黑的天空一闪一闪的烟花。
一路上，许多的车子都停在路边，有一家大小，一班朋友知己举起相机，一对对肩并肩的情侣，原来看烟花是可以那么吸引的。
还记得在英国的时候，你不在身边，
新年的时候看见烟花，脑里不断涌现你的画面，
赶快把它拍成短片寄给你，
多么希望我们可以分享那很短暂可是可以很美丽的事情！
哭了，并不是真的如我所说，
我其实生气自己，我生气自己对你说谎。
我不可以骗你，我说过要对你诚实的，我真不该那样！
我明明就想看烟花，可是就说得不在意。
我很讨厌自己每次都想掩饰可是偏偏做得不好，
又另到你不开心。
今天晚上，我们终于一起看见烟花了。
今天晚上，你可以陪我看一下那对于你来说并不什么特别的烟花。
而我，过了今晚，我可以再也不喜欢看烟花了。
要另你每天舒服，开心，是我打从第一天和你在一起那天答应的。
狂爱你…是我。
June 2007
I got a ticket from my sweetheart at June 2007.
A ticket from United Kingdom to Tawau.
I watched ‘music and lyrics’ during the flight.
That was exactly A Way Back into Love.
Sweetheart, please don’t stop me to love you more and more.
I’m moving on to be perfect.
Step by step…
I’ve been living with a shadow overhead,
I’ve been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I’ve been lonely for so long,
Trapped in the past,
I just can’t seem to move on!
I’ve been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,
Just in case I ever need them again someday,
I’ve been setting aside time,
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind!
All I wanna do is find a way back into love.
I can’t make it through without a way back into love.
Oooooh.
I’ve been watching but the stars refuse to shine,
I’ve been searching but I just don’t see the signs,
I know that it’s out there,
There’s got to be something for my soul somewhere!
I’ve been looking for someone to she’d some light,
Not somebody just to get me through the night,
I could use some direction,
And I’m open to your suggestions.
All I wanna do is find a way back into love.
I can’t make it through without a way back into love.
And if I open my heart again,
I guess I’m hoping you’ll be there for me in the end!
There are moments when I don’t know if it’s real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
All I wanna do is find a way back into love,
I can’t make it through without a way back into love,
And if I open my heart to you,
I’m hoping you’ll show me what to do,
And if you help me to start again,
You know that I’ll be there for you in the end
Tell me how to steal my Sweetheart’s time
We had a simple but happy night, we celebrated PFday with burger and coke, plus a comedy at cinema. hehe
The bad thing is, I’m still sick. Oh Jesus, how can it be?
That’s mean I need to stay back home at the following two days, today and tomorrow. Because he said that I need a good rest in home before we start our little journey, awww, how I wish I can meet him after his working times.
Anyway, I know he will fill in his timetable well, like playing basketball, winning, men’s talk whatever, is that possible to write ‘accompony and take care the pity sweetheart for a MOMENT’in any of the blanks. haha..
Tell me how to steal my Sweetheart’s time…
I am sooo looking forward the next time we meet.
how to prove the LOVE?
今天，我有一段时间在想，到底怎样才算是爱？不变的爱？
我们对家人的爱，是与身俱来的。我们没有办法选择自己的家人，我们打从来到这个世界那天就必须和他们有着那无法改变的关系。
那我们自己身边爱的人呢？要怎样才可以证明那里有真正密切不可分的关系？有谁可以担保永远不变？
今天听了朋友的好多好多，令我不禁全身颤抖，那天答应的一切幸福，今天都在哪里了？一夜之间，把将来都有他的计划都打烂了！要怎样，何时才从新开始计划新的将来，没有他的将来？
我开始害怕我以前的不好，开始担心我以前做了一些什么令人讨厌，不开心的事情。我的脑海不停想着有没有一些东西我做了，可是并没有得到原谅或包容的。
朋友告诉我说，越是付出少的那位，当两方面互相对峙的时候，就会越是要挽留，越是害怕那位。而曾经认为自己付出多的那位，已经到了无法容忍的地步才会做出一些伤人的决定。
自问不是完美无缺的女朋友，可是我遇见他那天开始，我觉得自己是幸运的。我不知道我自己做的好不好，够不够，可不可以，但愿当我有什么地方做的不足的时候，常常都有他的提醒，也有他的支持让我有足够的时间来改好。
昨晚下雨了
今天早上起来，才知道昨晚下了一场雨，而我根本没有察觉到。
只因为我太沉醉在自己的睡梦中。
真希望早晨不要那么快到来。
因为梦里有我，也有你。
你呢？
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送上最最最真挚的祝福给我的一位好朋友。
无论结果如何，我和一班好朋友永远都没有变。
昨晚因为大雨而没有睡好的你，希望你没事。
千万不要乱了阵脚。
Walk with WP 