This is because of Love, Yes.. because of Love.

I’m not afraid of losing him in person, the flesh and blood.

But I’m so fear of losing his heart.

 

Since when, I start to yield to him when I’m unhappy with him…

Since when, I start to swallow my feelings and words when I’m the one who actually get angry with…

Since when, my obstinacy and energy faded when I just in the face of him…

Since when, I can switch the feeling of bad to well in good time…

 

Since I fell in love with him…

Since I wanted to immerse in his care, love, attention…

Since I decided to live with him…

 

He’s so strong in this relationship, I feel so small…sometime

He’s so far better than me in managing this relationship, I feel so out…sometime

 

I want to be the one who’s loveworthy, for him..

So much spaces for me to get into…

Working silently, sometime it’s so sad for me.

 

I want to walk together with you,

I want to grow old with you, at one time…

 

what’s me?